#1 I need to learn to update more in my journals.. but I will one day its just school come number 1 in my list of things to do now since I am almost finishing up in highschool and I really need to get to collage.. one: I want to become a vet two: [a silly reason too] to prove my mother wrong. *sighs*
School has been going very well for me. I already had a few tests these past few weeks but all is well, it really isn't as hard as it was the past few years when they had me on medication. Medication is only good for curing things and ADHD is something that you can't cure, it is something that you have to learn to deal with over time and I really wasn't doing that. I was fixing my problems with medication which wasn't really helping me but only harming me. I mean, I've never overdose on my medication, only the side effects harmed me. I can't eat as much as I used to without having this awful feeling of throwing up, I am really emtional, and I'm never truely happy, sad or depressed.. I just feel blah.. then I sit there a fake happiness for people just to shut them up.. but of course they don't leave me alone even if I'm sitting there all quiet.
Whee.. wasn't that fun.. Nothing like spilling out everything and getting it off your chest,ne? Time for some journal linking..
http://bluedragonness.blurty.com <== I don't always update this everyday but I do write poetry and random things in there
http://www.livejournal.com/users/torame <== I mostly update about my daily life there.. I pretty much have a boring life
http://azulaurora.devinatart.com <== I don't use the journal in there but I post my pictures up in there
Alrightie then, oyasumi nasai!
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